Wednesday morning, while reflecting on the causal wildness of the residents’ morning chant, my body was fully taken over by the storm that had been brewing the day before. I had to get out of there and take a walk into the natural world!
I walked down the main road, and turned onto a logging trail, occassionally eating the blackberries that hung over the banks.1 I was reeling from strong affect-laden sensations, alternatively crying and breathing through the sensations. I felt like something had grabbed my chest and was constricting it like a boa. What was trying to emerge? from the depths of pain and confusion to the light of language and meaning?
Eventually, two stories emerged:
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